Sakyrahiuga

Yey, I started to blive in faries!!! Kidding XDDD
Just I feel like something new is about to start, and I'm very excited about this. I'm not sure what it is... but once I'll found it, maybe I'll share it with you.

Have a wonderful day!!!

P.S. Watch anime!!!

Sad? Happy? Thirsty? Fantastic? Glamorous? Lonely? Girly? Lovely? Emo? In love? Catty? Amused? Exited? Horrified? Innocent? Angry? Jubilant? Guilty? Peaceful? Tired? Surprised? Bored? Indifferent? Optimistic? Refreshed? Moody? Relaxed? Nervous? Jalous? Impressed? Listless? Melancholy? Pisimistic? Nostalgic? Worried? Sore? Grateful? Energic? Sick? Anxious? Sleepy? Crazy? Determinate? Artistic? Blah...  I'm just totally confused...

I...I don't know what I'm looking for. I asked myself so many times why I'm still alone. Many time I see myself standing alone in a dark corner, crying my fate, waiting for somebody who will take me from there and take me to another world... but my life isn't so drastic... No. Because a tiny sunshine appeared in my life. What is this sunshine??? How it appeared??? I don't know. I still wondering myself about this. But one thing is certain...somehow it changed my life. It..it makes me hear how is beating my heart... My heart... I saw it for the first time...No, I saw it before too - when I was happy it was like the smell of a rose in the morning, when sunrise give to this smell a magic, a unique meaning. It's like you see the most wonderful moments from your childhood... I saw my heart when I was sad - like a  continuously pressure one your shoulders who hits you hard to the ground and want you to lay on the earth and hear the pain of the history... I saw my heart when I was shy - hmm it was like the first kiss - fearful, indeterminated but so lovely and wanted... I saw my heart when I felt alone - it's like the feeling like you're the only one star on the sky and far away you see the moon. It's seems so close to you that you stretch your hand to the sky and want to touch it but suddenly you relise that it's a illusion and you'll never reach it, no matter what. So, this time, I saw my heart... but it was different - it's like the feeling that gives the sunset a special burn and makes the night air smell sweeter. There's no doubt... my heart was slightly touched by the hands of LOVE. Love was the sunshine in my life. But what deteminated it to appear one day in front of me??? What caused me to spend hours looking at the stars and dreaming with opened eyes??? I turned back the pages from my life... turned one... turned two... turned five... when I saw it. It was nothing else, but you smile. Remember the day when you stood so close to me that I could see every little eyelash, when you hold my hand and...smile looking in my eyes. I don't know why but my legs were shaking. It happens in just two seconds but how you see now it was much more for me.
   Now, I looking at the sky and try to count the stars. Till now I counted only 1238 stars...but I hope that you'll get close to me, grab my hand and like last time... you'll give me the chance to see my heart one more time..till I count 1,000,000 stars...

                                                                   
                                                     Special dedication to Claudius, Andrei and Adi